i think Sherlock wants to murder me for not coming to his house. or at least get some form of revenge? haha. but i didnt say i wasnt coming to your house did i? besides, i really had to start being a minion and do all those medical records before it is too late. so sorry man. hehe.
besides, dont you think its strange? i gave Sherlock the userid and password of my Blogger so he can help me with something. next day after Sherlock showed me many threatening gestures and told me how he was going to use my blogger account to post rubbish, i went home and signed in to msn. suddenly, this alert came out; someone is trying to sign into this account from another computer. now i have an idea on who was doing that. hint; i use universal passwords for everything. haha. no references made.
surprise surprise. moments later after i changed my password, good old Sherlock comes online and tells me this.
"eh. go n do ur work la. ass. don come online all."
hmm. well, at least my password changing skills were inefficient, and now all my accounts remain secure. haha.
Blogger keeps screwing up on me. it gets annoying. doesnt let me post.
me: aiyaa. my blog got problem. haha.
&: yaa u illegal lah. they dont wanna let you blog. too emo.
lol.
and yea. if i say something thats meant to be a secret, i wish it would stay a secret. i really do.
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Sunday, October 29, 2006
connections.
note: this entry and the one before this was made yesterday but i post it today because blogger screw up. so this entry was written in the context of yesterday
my class is strange. we are all so interconnected in ways i would never have guessed. right now, when you would have expected most people to be happy or relieved with the ending of the school year, there are many who are at thier most vulnerable. i feel thankful for being able to see the bigger picture (or at least some small aspect of it) so that i can now better understand some of my classmates and not just give judgements based on face value. i have seen how delicate the human psyche is.
dont worry. i'll come school tomorrow after training immediately and forsake my team.
my class is strange. we are all so interconnected in ways i would never have guessed. right now, when you would have expected most people to be happy or relieved with the ending of the school year, there are many who are at thier most vulnerable. i feel thankful for being able to see the bigger picture (or at least some small aspect of it) so that i can now better understand some of my classmates and not just give judgements based on face value. i have seen how delicate the human psyche is.
dont worry. i'll come school tomorrow after training immediately and forsake my team.
~waves~
in case any dimwits forgot, i wrote this yest but posting it today since blogger damn evill.
friday. class outing/barbecue. the day started off reasonable. met up at ps to watch movie. well i found out we met up at ps to have breakfast. sheesh. ok fine. so we walked to orchard after enough of us had gathered. mie insisted we take the train but the more reasonable minds (such as mine) convinced her otherwise. from that point onwards, a strange feeling of unease swept over me. i shrugged it off and tried to socialize (surprise surprise) with the peeps.
the movie was not bad actually. deathnote. it was something completely different from what i had expected it to be. i've never read the manga before but from the poster i had my own ideas but it turned out to be a cool "detective" thingy. L is so much cooler than kira though if you ask my opinion. me and lawrence had our lunch during the movie in the form of a huge tub of mixed popcorn. haha. nice.
nazi and me split up from the rest with our own agenda. by the time we were done, nazi went sgh and i had to go bedok to meet up with the rest alone. i was hoping to catch up but by the time i reached there, they had already boraded bus 31 to east coast park. alone again. so with instructions from alan, i found the busstop and got on 31. guess what, i overshot!
haha. i got off once i found out and crossed the road to the nearest bus stop and waited for like 20 mins before i found out 31 doesnt stop there. strange.
so i backtracked the bus route through some strange abandoned prison like complex. found the stop and got a bus pretty quickly. just tap the ezlink.
uhoh. ezlink no money. check wallet. shit no coins. only notes. i get kicked out by the bus driver at the next stop. ouch. i trekked through the residential areas until i found a petrol station where i bought a bottle of lemon tea i could not open. shit. but i got change. so i quickly got the bus and went ecp. my thumb got abrasions too after changing the very stubborn gears on my bike.
there i cycled for the first time in 4++ years. abit wobbly at first, but i got the hang of it abit. haha. but that wasnt enough for me to avoid falling. ouch. i got a pretty nasty abrasions which still hurts today (no thanks to you senthil. haha.). nvm. cycle until sherlock came. both of us saw jheeva off to watch threesome at rj. then we escorted carol to the barbecue pit. haha. witness a perfect example of carol's amazing intelligence. *controls laughter. haha. jokingjoking.
by the time we got back, barbecue was well underway and i decided to cling onto Sherlock in hopes of his mighty intelligence diffusing into mine.
anyways. we ate up. lotsa thanks go our to our amazing barbecuers and planners. you all should know who you are. i really love you peeps. then it became a sort of communal session. me, sherlock and kapitan went to hang out at the wave breaker (or a pile of rocks?) and just talk. but something happened i cant really remember and we went back and i got abandoned by Sherlock and kapitan. i decided to walk off by myself along the beach. reflecting, thinking and talking to Chaplain TheVarnus (on the phone) at the same time. you've been really awesome listening to my ranting and i thank you. (:
then, i had an idea. a brilliantly silly/stupid idea that would backfire later that night. i wrote a very emozxzxzxz message on the sand near the waves while talking to TheVarnus. i must admit i was rather amused by it. then i wandered around. it seemed like there was some barrier around me. one side had a whole bunch of people. the other had a couple getting all kinky on the beach. so i was pretty much stuck there. haha. but the message was seen and the subject noted. unfortunately the person took it abit too seriously? haha. ohwell. she told Sherlock about it who immediately interrogated me. all this while the rest of our class was probably wondering where we were.
nothing happened. we left at 10:30 pm. me Sherlock and kapitan shared a cab home. we were strangely emo on the way home.
yeap. that was it. hee.
anyway, me and yensiang are having a pseudo og outing where the two of us just hang out and do something. haha. so if any of you want to come by all means. haha. lolll.
and i just want to say, kaswin, you are very daring. (: i'll zip it though. haha.
friday. class outing/barbecue. the day started off reasonable. met up at ps to watch movie. well i found out we met up at ps to have breakfast. sheesh. ok fine. so we walked to orchard after enough of us had gathered. mie insisted we take the train but the more reasonable minds (such as mine) convinced her otherwise. from that point onwards, a strange feeling of unease swept over me. i shrugged it off and tried to socialize (surprise surprise) with the peeps.
the movie was not bad actually. deathnote. it was something completely different from what i had expected it to be. i've never read the manga before but from the poster i had my own ideas but it turned out to be a cool "detective" thingy. L is so much cooler than kira though if you ask my opinion. me and lawrence had our lunch during the movie in the form of a huge tub of mixed popcorn. haha. nice.
nazi and me split up from the rest with our own agenda. by the time we were done, nazi went sgh and i had to go bedok to meet up with the rest alone. i was hoping to catch up but by the time i reached there, they had already boraded bus 31 to east coast park. alone again. so with instructions from alan, i found the busstop and got on 31. guess what, i overshot!
haha. i got off once i found out and crossed the road to the nearest bus stop and waited for like 20 mins before i found out 31 doesnt stop there. strange.
so i backtracked the bus route through some strange abandoned prison like complex. found the stop and got a bus pretty quickly. just tap the ezlink.
uhoh. ezlink no money. check wallet. shit no coins. only notes. i get kicked out by the bus driver at the next stop. ouch. i trekked through the residential areas until i found a petrol station where i bought a bottle of lemon tea i could not open. shit. but i got change. so i quickly got the bus and went ecp. my thumb got abrasions too after changing the very stubborn gears on my bike.
there i cycled for the first time in 4++ years. abit wobbly at first, but i got the hang of it abit. haha. but that wasnt enough for me to avoid falling. ouch. i got a pretty nasty abrasions which still hurts today (no thanks to you senthil. haha.). nvm. cycle until sherlock came. both of us saw jheeva off to watch threesome at rj. then we escorted carol to the barbecue pit. haha. witness a perfect example of carol's amazing intelligence. *controls laughter. haha. jokingjoking.
by the time we got back, barbecue was well underway and i decided to cling onto Sherlock in hopes of his mighty intelligence diffusing into mine.
anyways. we ate up. lotsa thanks go our to our amazing barbecuers and planners. you all should know who you are. i really love you peeps. then it became a sort of communal session. me, sherlock and kapitan went to hang out at the wave breaker (or a pile of rocks?) and just talk. but something happened i cant really remember and we went back and i got abandoned by Sherlock and kapitan. i decided to walk off by myself along the beach. reflecting, thinking and talking to Chaplain TheVarnus (on the phone) at the same time. you've been really awesome listening to my ranting and i thank you. (:
then, i had an idea. a brilliantly silly/stupid idea that would backfire later that night. i wrote a very emozxzxzxz message on the sand near the waves while talking to TheVarnus. i must admit i was rather amused by it. then i wandered around. it seemed like there was some barrier around me. one side had a whole bunch of people. the other had a couple getting all kinky on the beach. so i was pretty much stuck there. haha. but the message was seen and the subject noted. unfortunately the person took it abit too seriously? haha. ohwell. she told Sherlock about it who immediately interrogated me. all this while the rest of our class was probably wondering where we were.
nothing happened. we left at 10:30 pm. me Sherlock and kapitan shared a cab home. we were strangely emo on the way home.
yeap. that was it. hee.
anyway, me and yensiang are having a pseudo og outing where the two of us just hang out and do something. haha. so if any of you want to come by all means. haha. lolll.
and i just want to say, kaswin, you are very daring. (: i'll zip it though. haha.
Thursday, October 26, 2006
if so,
thanks (:
i shall now reveal to the world what the K in Kaswin really stands for. get ready people.
kothandasamythinnapparamarajubalakrishnakundalakesiramayanakambarasa
-manimekalagunalaramaraju aswin.
that was a whole lot of drivel. but needless to say, our dear kaptain did get suanned/destroyed by me and mie while we were going to j8 to book barbecue pit for class outing tomorrow. haha. you dont get pissed issit arh? haha. but thanks for telling me your "strange" tastes. besides, our dear kaptain is always getting whacked by females. his explanation? "i too hot lah" yeas indeed. *frantically tries to suppress laughter.
today i kept phasing in and out of reality showing glimmers of conciousness every now and then. plan came up with a cute plan during chem tutorial. something about giving 28 chocolates to each person in class with someone's name written on it. next year, you have to be extra nice to the person who you get.
c: who did you get?
a: michelle. you?
c: really? i got melissa. we are like twins. haha.
lol. wonder who got mine. haha. but sorry plan for suddenly not listening to you when you had a heavy heart. ): oh and sorry for cancelling our appointment to go z'cove today morning ys. haha.
last day of school. whee.
i shall now reveal to the world what the K in Kaswin really stands for. get ready people.
kothandasamythinnapparamarajubalakrishnakundalakesiramayanakambarasa
-manimekalagunalaramaraju aswin.
that was a whole lot of drivel. but needless to say, our dear kaptain did get suanned/destroyed by me and mie while we were going to j8 to book barbecue pit for class outing tomorrow. haha. you dont get pissed issit arh? haha. but thanks for telling me your "strange" tastes. besides, our dear kaptain is always getting whacked by females. his explanation? "i too hot lah" yeas indeed. *frantically tries to suppress laughter.
today i kept phasing in and out of reality showing glimmers of conciousness every now and then. plan came up with a cute plan during chem tutorial. something about giving 28 chocolates to each person in class with someone's name written on it. next year, you have to be extra nice to the person who you get.
c: who did you get?
a: michelle. you?
c: really? i got melissa. we are like twins. haha.
lol. wonder who got mine. haha. but sorry plan for suddenly not listening to you when you had a heavy heart. ): oh and sorry for cancelling our appointment to go z'cove today morning ys. haha.
last day of school. whee.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
woots.
oh well. i hope people dont mistake me for being a slacker or some lazy unfocussed person. i have been missing alot of trainings in the past month and those that i do go for i'm very slaaagga after and hour or two. but its really unavoidable. especially when you cant drink water. and besides for about a week or so, by health = shit = not in a position to train. even today, i was really relishing the fact of being able to train properly after a month and then something popped up. actually it came up the night before. excuses but i promise i wont miss so much. (: really, seriously, i not slacking or anything.
ohwell. haha. playing soccer on friday against the sji peeps in a raffles v sji match thingy before i got for class outing. yea! finally can eat normally. but i realised how expensive it is. maybe i should just continue fasting. after all, i just got used to it. in fact, today i kept forgetting i can actually drink water normally.
j: eh my life damn boring eh.
a: shutup lah my life how much more boring than yours.
j: no you got your cca damn fun i wish i joined it.
a: so your life so much more exciting got so many hod girls all like you.
j: so but still damn boring arh.
a: i how antisocial. play com at home only. never go out with anyone cos nobody wants to
j: you should go out with us lah idiot
it continues..
j: eh you damn handsome eh
a: eh damn bad to me eh. you are damn handsome hod guy arh.
j: no i'm okay only lah but you are damn handsome.
a: why? you are definitely much more handsome than me.
j: you got facial hair!
a: you oso have what. you just shaved it off!
j: yeah but yours just damn nicer lah. mine damn pucks.
zzzzz..
well. i revisited my z'cove today with yen siang and with our presence, our og doubled in number! omgzxzxzx. but strange, everyone we saw who was from our og when completely a different direction. but it was fun talking to him. so much so we're going there tomorrow too. last day of school mah, who knows if those two people who were already there would be there next year.
its not very simple. in fact the above template can be used for quite a number of incidents this year. you know, inherent flaws and stuff. recent events have left me shaken and fearful. i know there's ought to be nothing to worry about but i cant help but wonder if the same thing will happen to me. but was all that just a mere fabrication? hmm. the mind boggles at the thought. then again, who am i kidding? i still kena electrocuted every now and then. the whole family thing is screwed up, well, at least my involvement in it. its always me. in the end, square one looks very lucrative and beckons me all the time but i always wonder if its worth it.
ohwell. haha. playing soccer on friday against the sji peeps in a raffles v sji match thingy before i got for class outing. yea! finally can eat normally. but i realised how expensive it is. maybe i should just continue fasting. after all, i just got used to it. in fact, today i kept forgetting i can actually drink water normally.
j: eh my life damn boring eh.
a: shutup lah my life how much more boring than yours.
j: no you got your cca damn fun i wish i joined it.
a: so your life so much more exciting got so many hod girls all like you.
j: so but still damn boring arh.
a: i how antisocial. play com at home only. never go out with anyone cos nobody wants to
j: you should go out with us lah idiot
it continues..
j: eh you damn handsome eh
a: eh damn bad to me eh. you are damn handsome hod guy arh.
j: no i'm okay only lah but you are damn handsome.
a: why? you are definitely much more handsome than me.
j: you got facial hair!
a: you oso have what. you just shaved it off!
j: yeah but yours just damn nicer lah. mine damn pucks.
zzzzz..
well. i revisited my z'cove today with yen siang and with our presence, our og doubled in number! omgzxzxzx. but strange, everyone we saw who was from our og when completely a different direction. but it was fun talking to him. so much so we're going there tomorrow too. last day of school mah, who knows if those two people who were already there would be there next year.
its not very simple. in fact the above template can be used for quite a number of incidents this year. you know, inherent flaws and stuff. recent events have left me shaken and fearful. i know there's ought to be nothing to worry about but i cant help but wonder if the same thing will happen to me. but was all that just a mere fabrication? hmm. the mind boggles at the thought. then again, who am i kidding? i still kena electrocuted every now and then. the whole family thing is screwed up, well, at least my involvement in it. its always me. in the end, square one looks very lucrative and beckons me all the time but i always wonder if its worth it.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
server down.
well. blogger is utterly evill. thanks to some screw up somewhere yesterday, i lost my super long post as it was being composed. i was so annoyed, i didnt feel like redoing it and i dont think i ever will since its just not meant to be. haha. i see sherlock too suffered the same fate. (falling in love = suicide of the heart? haha. pictionary is fun.)
i'm feeling a significant amount of jealousy right now. and resentment. its mainly derived from my inability to do anything and appear utterly noobish. well. i mean, when you see yourself losing favour with someone you've been getting along with quite allright its abit erm, sad. and then you look at the other people who are doing things so perfectly, you (at least me) feel damn sianzxzxzxz. oh well, on the bright side, i escaped all charges on monday.
brace yourself, three hour pw tomorrow. haha. i feel pretty sick. if it deteriorates further, i might leave school earlier of smthing.
i'm feeling a significant amount of jealousy right now. and resentment. its mainly derived from my inability to do anything and appear utterly noobish. well. i mean, when you see yourself losing favour with someone you've been getting along with quite allright its abit erm, sad. and then you look at the other people who are doing things so perfectly, you (at least me) feel damn sianzxzxzxz. oh well, on the bright side, i escaped all charges on monday.
brace yourself, three hour pw tomorrow. haha. i feel pretty sick. if it deteriorates further, i might leave school earlier of smthing.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
post mortem? again?
ohwell. my first post mortem was very rudely interupted. that was why it seemed to end pretty abruptly. haha. besides, i had to remove an entire section to ensure i don't get utterly pwned. seriously. but i dont think anyone saw it anyway. hee. shall mention more abt it in a more ambiguous manner the next time. haha.
ohwell. buzz of gordon freeman. seriously. you know you did hundrrreddd time better. haha. MIT physics damn good already lah. HEV suit can fit alyx inside damn hod guy lah. haha. lol. but sorry for erm, lying to you on thursday. wasnt in the mood to tell you. i still havent gotten over it and i probably wont for quite awhile. hee.
see. i cant help but feel jealous at some people. not you gordon freeman or should i say gordon vivek. grr.
oh yea. post mortem? haha. heck. only thing abit wasted was econs but hey! got the hols to work through. then maybe next year i'll be the econs pope! just like how sherlock was the physics pope. the folks at home are harping (in a rather mocking way on the big D but at least i passed. :D
so on the schedule now is dark crusade. and lotsa shopping for clothes? haha. saw some nifty stuff at far east when i went out after a movie. damn funny.
me: eh. look at that shop name. "depression." damn emo arh. lets go see.
J: set arh!
but seriously, that shop was quite cool. the design i mean. i saw a rather nice shirt i would've liked to buy. and i saw a shirt with a "pig head" (the literal meaning. i pig's head) sandwich printed on in. haha. i wonder what would happen if i wore it and showed my dad. haha. but TheVarnus saw a guy wearing a cool Azrael shirt on the street. omg larh. i wish i had seen it. i wish i had one myself.
i have been a rather naughty person in the past couple of days to say the least. got guilt written all over my face and now i think its going to catch up with me on monday. hopefully i'll have some sort of deliverance eh? prevent me from getting destroyed by a few people.
B: you changed alot eh you.
sorry lah. cant help it. but i really really really hope i'll escape everything on monday. and hopefully, as icing on the cake, my tutors will have nice things to say about me on ptm. haha. its not as if i've been such a bad boy? haha. lol. the irony is so funny.
random stuff before i go off.
pariah: death has come for you at last.
governor lukas: the necrons are here men! drive them back to thier tombs!
pariah: it is your men that go to thier tombs, governor.
governor lukas: comissar! come in!
pariah: we have purged your bootlick governor, you will be next.
governor lukas: damn you monster!
pariah: the Nightbringer has come for you Governor
governor lukas: hold the line men! push these monsters back to the hell they crawled out of!
pariah: so much fear. so much noise.
man. i love those cutscene dialogues.
ohwell. buzz of gordon freeman. seriously. you know you did hundrrreddd time better. haha. MIT physics damn good already lah. HEV suit can fit alyx inside damn hod guy lah. haha. lol. but sorry for erm, lying to you on thursday. wasnt in the mood to tell you. i still havent gotten over it and i probably wont for quite awhile. hee.
see. i cant help but feel jealous at some people. not you gordon freeman or should i say gordon vivek. grr.
oh yea. post mortem? haha. heck. only thing abit wasted was econs but hey! got the hols to work through. then maybe next year i'll be the econs pope! just like how sherlock was the physics pope. the folks at home are harping (in a rather mocking way on the big D but at least i passed. :D
so on the schedule now is dark crusade. and lotsa shopping for clothes? haha. saw some nifty stuff at far east when i went out after a movie. damn funny.
me: eh. look at that shop name. "depression." damn emo arh. lets go see.
J: set arh!
but seriously, that shop was quite cool. the design i mean. i saw a rather nice shirt i would've liked to buy. and i saw a shirt with a "pig head" (the literal meaning. i pig's head) sandwich printed on in. haha. i wonder what would happen if i wore it and showed my dad. haha. but TheVarnus saw a guy wearing a cool Azrael shirt on the street. omg larh. i wish i had seen it. i wish i had one myself.
i have been a rather naughty person in the past couple of days to say the least. got guilt written all over my face and now i think its going to catch up with me on monday. hopefully i'll have some sort of deliverance eh? prevent me from getting destroyed by a few people.
B: you changed alot eh you.
sorry lah. cant help it. but i really really really hope i'll escape everything on monday. and hopefully, as icing on the cake, my tutors will have nice things to say about me on ptm. haha. its not as if i've been such a bad boy? haha. lol. the irony is so funny.
random stuff before i go off.
pariah: death has come for you at last.
governor lukas: the necrons are here men! drive them back to thier tombs!
pariah: it is your men that go to thier tombs, governor.
governor lukas: comissar! come in!
pariah: we have purged your bootlick governor, you will be next.
governor lukas: damn you monster!
pariah: the Nightbringer has come for you Governor
governor lukas: hold the line men! push these monsters back to the hell they crawled out of!
pariah: so much fear. so much noise.
man. i love those cutscene dialogues.
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
post mortem.
i just realised how erm wierd i sound when i am in the process of freakking about something (dark crusade anyone?) and at the same time feeling rather ill and near destroyed by whatever pestilence lurking in air (the thing growing inside me suddenly stopped growing). needless to say, it all depended on how i set my priorities. like sleeping early so i wont be so zombie at school or staying awake for a few extra hours playing dc. wells. yesterday, i chose the latter. today maybe not considering i've got chem mock spa and pw dry run.
ohwell. how was promos maybe? it was cool. did better that cts. in fact, it spells out the first part of abbadon's name. if you dont know who abbadon is, its okae cos its from wh40k. haha.
ohwell. how was promos maybe? it was cool. did better that cts. in fact, it spells out the first part of abbadon's name. if you dont know who abbadon is, its okae cos its from wh40k. haha.
Monday, October 16, 2006
smog
i had two aims today. to go training and to get a copy of dark crusade. both aims were unaccomplished. stupid haze. i had a rather awkward feeling today one that could be described as
"it feels like something's growing in my lungs"
besides, a very bad sore throat and a very feverish feeling rendered me useless and subject to taunts such as wuss. haha. i knew that was coming. hahahaha. but i witnessed a classic moment of stupidity by kaswin. i shall mention more about it when i am allowed to.
and damn it. i shldve gone sim lim square to get dark crusade. but then again, there were things growing inside me. so i decided to check cyberactive near my house and i was sorely disappointed. ):
nevermind. i shall get it tomorrow!
"it feels like something's growing in my lungs"
besides, a very bad sore throat and a very feverish feeling rendered me useless and subject to taunts such as wuss. haha. i knew that was coming. hahahaha. but i witnessed a classic moment of stupidity by kaswin. i shall mention more about it when i am allowed to.
and damn it. i shldve gone sim lim square to get dark crusade. but then again, there were things growing inside me. so i decided to check cyberactive near my house and i was sorely disappointed. ):
nevermind. i shall get it tomorrow!
Sunday, October 15, 2006
rising
well. in a burst of emotion and passion yesterday, i made a grevious fluff error. horus didnt forsake mankind. he merely thought the emperor(the guy who rules over all mankind) was not fit enough and devoted himself to the powers of chaos. its sorta like devil worship in the most superficial sense. ohwell. i bet by now, anyone who is actually reading this would be highly uninterested.
so moving on. haha.
now about that obifold thing. at long last i have managed to extract and name the entire soundtrack of half life, half life 2 and half life 2 episode one. damn i feel accomplished. the sound track's not bad really.
"The music for the long-awaited follow-up is a mixture of dark, eerie, futuristically gothic electronic ambiance that is less a combination of actual songs than it is an amalgamation of aural mood swings, most of which reside in the deepest, darkest pits of the imagination."
cool. i find that to be quite true though. but the music is best experienced while playing. pity most of the tracks are quite short.
but orbiforld? haha. its the name of my favourite-est track. LG orbifold. hmm. wonder what LG is. besides. almost all the titles are something to do with physics. in some wierd way. well its probably cos of gordon freeman's MIT degree in physics? lol. no wonder vivek damn smart arh. haha. lol. unrelated. but my overall physics knowledge has "increased" because i tried to find out what those damned track names mean. haha.
my weekend was pretty normal as compared to the rather happening some people had. haha. i did get electrocuted quite badly. hehex. not my doing though. haha. but thats not very important. good news is, i'm getting dark crusade tmr! bad news is, err well, yea you shld know if you're from the same school as me.
R: you look like the kind that moodswings
hmmmmmmmm.
oh right. yea. where was i? company of heroes. haha.
so moving on. haha.
now about that obifold thing. at long last i have managed to extract and name the entire soundtrack of half life, half life 2 and half life 2 episode one. damn i feel accomplished. the sound track's not bad really.
"The music for the long-awaited follow-up is a mixture of dark, eerie, futuristically gothic electronic ambiance that is less a combination of actual songs than it is an amalgamation of aural mood swings, most of which reside in the deepest, darkest pits of the imagination."
cool. i find that to be quite true though. but the music is best experienced while playing. pity most of the tracks are quite short.
but orbiforld? haha. its the name of my favourite-est track. LG orbifold. hmm. wonder what LG is. besides. almost all the titles are something to do with physics. in some wierd way. well its probably cos of gordon freeman's MIT degree in physics? lol. no wonder vivek damn smart arh. haha. lol. unrelated. but my overall physics knowledge has "increased" because i tried to find out what those damned track names mean. haha.
my weekend was pretty normal as compared to the rather happening some people had. haha. i did get electrocuted quite badly. hehex. not my doing though. haha. but thats not very important. good news is, i'm getting dark crusade tmr! bad news is, err well, yea you shld know if you're from the same school as me.
R: you look like the kind that moodswings
hmmmmmmmm.
oh right. yea. where was i? company of heroes. haha.
Saturday, October 14, 2006
horus
man. the book i'm reading now is possibly the greatest fictional book of irony i have ever read. and its more of the painful irony. especially since i know the outcome and all the "fluff" behind the whole trilogy of books. "horus rising" is just the first. it just goes to show how big an impact warhammer 40k has had on my life. a pretty big impact i'd say. so much so i'm feeling sad as i read the book.
How could something so pure become so tainted and corrupted beyond all recognition? lust for power? revolution? but all it took was one single decision by horus which led to the bloodiest galactic civil war that threatened to bring about the extinction of humanity. it spoke of the primarchs or demi-gods in thier own right. pure, righteous and ever loyal to humanity. the mightiest and most favoured of them all was horus. after reading the book, i hated horus even more for forsaking humanity. but then again. its still just sci-fi. nothing real. besides, it probably sounds very strange to those who dont know warhammer 40k. ohwell. haha.
hmm. couldnt find a bigger pic. but still. awesome book.
and i wonder what orbifold means.
ahh. wikipedia is always ready to help.
In topology and group theory, an orbifold (for "orbit-manifold") is a generalization of a manifold. It is a topological space (called an underlying space) with an orbifold structure. The underlying space locally looks like a quotient space of a Euclidean space under the action of a finite group of isometries.
now what the hell is that supposed to mean?
How could something so pure become so tainted and corrupted beyond all recognition? lust for power? revolution? but all it took was one single decision by horus which led to the bloodiest galactic civil war that threatened to bring about the extinction of humanity. it spoke of the primarchs or demi-gods in thier own right. pure, righteous and ever loyal to humanity. the mightiest and most favoured of them all was horus. after reading the book, i hated horus even more for forsaking humanity. but then again. its still just sci-fi. nothing real. besides, it probably sounds very strange to those who dont know warhammer 40k. ohwell. haha.
hmm. couldnt find a bigger pic. but still. awesome book.
and i wonder what orbifold means.
ahh. wikipedia is always ready to help.
In topology and group theory, an orbifold (for "orbit-manifold") is a generalization of a manifold. It is a topological space (called an underlying space) with an orbifold structure. The underlying space locally looks like a quotient space of a Euclidean space under the action of a finite group of isometries.
now what the hell is that supposed to mean?
Thursday, October 12, 2006
WAH!
hawhaw. i think i kena pwned. but hey. i think i asked for it. hahahahahahahahahahahaha. but anyways, i wasnt making any references that i was being referred to(lol). i just thought it over as instructed and came to a conclusion. haha. that is all. no harm/malice intended. i guess the ambiguity made it a wee bit open to interpretation? ah whatever. that was yesterday. NOW is of greater concern.
and right now, i am just drooling over my com while reading the comments of all those people at relicforums. especially after they released the uber-cool omgwtfpwnzxzxzxz necron wallpaper. its unfair i tell you! why is singapore so far away from the states such that it takes forever for them to ship bloody Dark Crusade here!?!?!?!?
three days! it should be here by now. haha. but some dude on the forums calculated(by some arcane means) and concluded that it will be here tomorrow!
and until then, i have CoH to keep me company. but damn bad to me eh. yesterday never let me play mission 5. grrr. i'll have to tackle it today. hah. ongnardo has decided to join the clade of warhammer 40k freaks? he wants to borrow my DOW + WA. hopefully i'll remember to bring it on monday. (:
and right now, i am just drooling over my com while reading the comments of all those people at relicforums. especially after they released the uber-cool omgwtfpwnzxzxzxz necron wallpaper. its unfair i tell you! why is singapore so far away from the states such that it takes forever for them to ship bloody Dark Crusade here!?!?!?!?
three days! it should be here by now. haha. but some dude on the forums calculated(by some arcane means) and concluded that it will be here tomorrow!
and until then, i have CoH to keep me company. but damn bad to me eh. yesterday never let me play mission 5. grrr. i'll have to tackle it today. hah. ongnardo has decided to join the clade of warhammer 40k freaks? he wants to borrow my DOW + WA. hopefully i'll remember to bring it on monday. (:
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
premonitions
it is very amazing. i saw the choice that i would have to make today in my dreams. although, the setting was probably different(i cant really remember), the crux of the matter remains the same. should i go out with my friends or should i abandon them for something significantly important(no, its not playing half life 2). well, i clearly remember the last chilling moment of the dream which woke me up at 8:15am in the morning. bummer. i overslept and i had training at 9am. bad start but the dream set me thinking.
of course, by now there'd be at least a bunch of people who'd be rather disappointed with me. oh well. like i care. haha. but the moment i entered the range, one question has been asked very persistently. "are you coming?"
of course that didnt really help my decision making process alot. but i kept shrugging them off with the i havent decided yet reply(it really was true to some extent). hah. but i think subconciously i had already made up my mind. ironically, it was just before our vice cap called out for more team dynamics and team bonding by means of outings. haha. speaking of that, i couldnt help but wonder if i was included in the references. but if i was, i will show defiance! hah. i most certainly train with goals in mind. and i have been able to achieve at least some thanks to a rather uncharacteristically helpful koach. (: (wonder if you can lend me lego star wars 2 though. haha)
classic statement: you have done something right!
ohwell. i will make the fullest effort not to slip down the hole i just crawled out of.
i guess i cant say much else about the whole thing. (probably wasnt even misses at all). just hope that everyone had fun there. (:
oh yea. and in case you're wondering, the only reason why i am so concerned/down is because i am not pro enough like you to recover or find replacements for what i've lost.
of course, by now there'd be at least a bunch of people who'd be rather disappointed with me. oh well. like i care. haha. but the moment i entered the range, one question has been asked very persistently. "are you coming?"
of course that didnt really help my decision making process alot. but i kept shrugging them off with the i havent decided yet reply(it really was true to some extent). hah. but i think subconciously i had already made up my mind. ironically, it was just before our vice cap called out for more team dynamics and team bonding by means of outings. haha. speaking of that, i couldnt help but wonder if i was included in the references. but if i was, i will show defiance! hah. i most certainly train with goals in mind. and i have been able to achieve at least some thanks to a rather uncharacteristically helpful koach. (: (wonder if you can lend me lego star wars 2 though. haha)
classic statement: you have done something right!
ohwell. i will make the fullest effort not to slip down the hole i just crawled out of.
i guess i cant say much else about the whole thing. (probably wasnt even misses at all). just hope that everyone had fun there. (:
oh yea. and in case you're wondering, the only reason why i am so concerned/down is because i am not pro enough like you to recover or find replacements for what i've lost.
Sunday, October 08, 2006
ipv
i think its rather fun emailing my bro in law. but sadly the whole thing is taking up to much time and fraying alot of nerves here. its unsettling but how i wish it were avoidable.
white
well. this is two days late. but better late than never. hee. just wanted to say thanks to all those cool people who actually remembered. haha. especially the twelve (i dont know? too many? haha. but you all know who you are) dudes who so sneakily acquired a copy of hl2 and gave it to me in a rather sneaky way. thanks peeps. that made my day. haha. damn nice to me arh.
well, and even though i didnt really want it, thanks jheeva hod guy for publicizing it to everyone and extracting wishes from them even from C! yea!. oh yea, and thank you prabs and jheeva for surprising me at potong pasir and effectively prevented me from training since i didnt want to abandon you two. haha.
Well, Chaplain TheVarnus did surprise me when i went his house. it wasnt the best day of my life, but definitely one to remember for quite awhile. especially after the crucial choice i made yest that left me with a rather dazzling white object. hehee.
and now, i have Company of Heroes in my posession to! and Dark Crusade this week! muahaha. half life episode 1 too! omg. and i suspect there are a few more things awaiting me when i go school tomorrow. haha.
but wasted. electric never wish me.
sorry karthik, i'll write your special post soon! been delaying it for quite awhile. but not to worry! oh, thanks in advance for the cds. hee.
aww. school tomorrow. and a long day. was beginning to get used to the whole holiday mood. haha. i'll have to leave training early so that i wont be late. plus, i have to do chem spa skill a! remember to do it everyone! haha.
well, and even though i didnt really want it, thanks jheeva hod guy for publicizing it to everyone and extracting wishes from them even from C! yea!. oh yea, and thank you prabs and jheeva for surprising me at potong pasir and effectively prevented me from training since i didnt want to abandon you two. haha.
Well, Chaplain TheVarnus did surprise me when i went his house. it wasnt the best day of my life, but definitely one to remember for quite awhile. especially after the crucial choice i made yest that left me with a rather dazzling white object. hehee.
and now, i have Company of Heroes in my posession to! and Dark Crusade this week! muahaha. half life episode 1 too! omg. and i suspect there are a few more things awaiting me when i go school tomorrow. haha.
but wasted. electric never wish me.
sorry karthik, i'll write your special post soon! been delaying it for quite awhile. but not to worry! oh, thanks in advance for the cds. hee.
aww. school tomorrow. and a long day. was beginning to get used to the whole holiday mood. haha. i'll have to leave training early so that i wont be late. plus, i have to do chem spa skill a! remember to do it everyone! haha.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
sneaky sneaky.
ohwell. today isnt exactly a great day for commemoration posts considering today was an extremely shock and awe day. but that is unimportant in the current context. i have decided to shove those aside and keep my word. i shall now preach to everyone as to how amazingly fantastic this friend of mine called jheeva is. see jheeva i damn nice to you arh. hehee
to sum it up, he is the epitomy of sneakyness. haha. damn smooth and witty lah. but i've had the supreme priveledge of verbally outsmarting him just once.
j: eh i damn girly boy eh.
me: yah you damn lady's man arh. everybody want to insert you.
haha. for the next few minutes we were going damn in depth by describing the evolution of girl to lady and boy to man. haha. rofl. nvm.
of course jheeva damn good friend arh. damn nice to me. mostly when ihtimam is around but hey, that beats nothing. haha. but you still damn bad to me eh. draw picture of dog with vivek on your gc and say its me. haha.
despite that, you were still damn nice to me arh. i remember at the start of the year you like "i support azrin in all his endeavours" then you gave me brilliant advice eh? haha. sneaky sneaky. even now, you did help abit but mainly its cos i nvr really approach you for assistance. but sorry about that. i just felt more disturbed this time. haha
you got damn god like aura lah. maybe its cos you're gp god but everytime you tag, there's a surge of people tagging on my board. it has yet to fail. so tag dei, i bet you never read for like damn long lah. and you damn bad to yourself arh. obviously got hundreds of people like chasing after you arh. then you keep saying,
"nobody wants me, everybody hates me,"
in a damn irritating voice lah. hod guy. haha. and dont worry dei. i'm sure you'll get good results for promos. confirm can get promoted lah. dont need to be so anxious. besides got all you friends damn nice to you cos you're damn hod guy. haha.
just relax everything will turn out fine.
cheers and thanks for being such a great, awesome and not to mention highly sneaky sneaky friend.
now i need to do one for karthik. haha.
to sum it up, he is the epitomy of sneakyness. haha. damn smooth and witty lah. but i've had the supreme priveledge of verbally outsmarting him just once.
j: eh i damn girly boy eh.
me: yah you damn lady's man arh. everybody want to insert you.
haha. for the next few minutes we were going damn in depth by describing the evolution of girl to lady and boy to man. haha. rofl. nvm.
of course jheeva damn good friend arh. damn nice to me. mostly when ihtimam is around but hey, that beats nothing. haha. but you still damn bad to me eh. draw picture of dog with vivek on your gc and say its me. haha.
despite that, you were still damn nice to me arh. i remember at the start of the year you like "i support azrin in all his endeavours" then you gave me brilliant advice eh? haha. sneaky sneaky. even now, you did help abit but mainly its cos i nvr really approach you for assistance. but sorry about that. i just felt more disturbed this time. haha
you got damn god like aura lah. maybe its cos you're gp god but everytime you tag, there's a surge of people tagging on my board. it has yet to fail. so tag dei, i bet you never read for like damn long lah. and you damn bad to yourself arh. obviously got hundreds of people like chasing after you arh. then you keep saying,
"nobody wants me, everybody hates me,"
in a damn irritating voice lah. hod guy. haha. and dont worry dei. i'm sure you'll get good results for promos. confirm can get promoted lah. dont need to be so anxious. besides got all you friends damn nice to you cos you're damn hod guy. haha.
just relax everything will turn out fine.
cheers and thanks for being such a great, awesome and not to mention highly sneaky sneaky friend.
now i need to do one for karthik. haha.
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
heroes.
z: icic. you are one cool hero. you would rather kill your emotions to let the one you like go away with your own senior(that we all do not like)
rofl. i dont think the person being described above deserves that praise. firstly, he's totally uncool. and secondly, perhaps it was more of an inability to do anything. he may have had the intention, but seriously, he's just too screw up to do anything but rather, just leave everything as it is. but then again, that was a long time ago. he might have changed.me.
quite strange. i was playing half life today. finally got around that silly little puzzle that gave me the headache yesterday. there was this giant fan. i turned it on and it started spinning really fast. but i just didnt know what to do after that. going back the way i came from would yield nothing and maneuvering around the underparts of the giant fan would just blow me into the deep abyss where i'd fall to my death. i tried to fight the fan, guns blazing and stuff but i'd always end up getting disected by the spinning blades. i felt pissed and annoyed. then, i figured it out. i climbed up some obscure ladder in an obscure corner and i just leapt directly onto the fan. for the first few seconds, gravity took over and was plummetting toward the spinning blades. then, my descent slowed and soon i was being pushed upward by the strong wind generated by the fan. i was flying upwards. higher and higher and i saw my target, my destination. a little hole that was boarded up by some planks. yess. i was close, just a while more.
and then, i remembered something. SPLAT! my head crunched into the wood planks and then, i started falling. falling falling falling. i couldnt stop it for some reason, it was like the fan lost its power.
SCREUNCH! i get disected. lol.i feel so much like that.
i wish someone would just buy me that half life 2 goty edition. then, i'd be able to play half life source and cs source as well as own an original copy of hl2. lol. i was so close to buying it today. then i stopped short. ohwells. hope your new graphics card works brother Chaplain TheVarnus. else our pilgrimage to the adeptus mechanicus headquarters would have been in vain. but you seemed rather keen on INSERT-ing with the hod girl on the box. haha. power box! bish.
and just to be fair to the other race in Dark Crusade.
Tau ownzxzxzxz. for the GREATER GOOD! yeah! but not as much as necrons or the Emperor's finest. only a few more days left. haha.
rofl. i dont think the person being described above deserves that praise. firstly, he's totally uncool. and secondly, perhaps it was more of an inability to do anything. he may have had the intention, but seriously, he's just too screw up to do anything but rather, just leave everything as it is. but then again, that was a long time ago. he might have changed.me.
quite strange. i was playing half life today. finally got around that silly little puzzle that gave me the headache yesterday. there was this giant fan. i turned it on and it started spinning really fast. but i just didnt know what to do after that. going back the way i came from would yield nothing and maneuvering around the underparts of the giant fan would just blow me into the deep abyss where i'd fall to my death. i tried to fight the fan, guns blazing and stuff but i'd always end up getting disected by the spinning blades. i felt pissed and annoyed. then, i figured it out. i climbed up some obscure ladder in an obscure corner and i just leapt directly onto the fan. for the first few seconds, gravity took over and was plummetting toward the spinning blades. then, my descent slowed and soon i was being pushed upward by the strong wind generated by the fan. i was flying upwards. higher and higher and i saw my target, my destination. a little hole that was boarded up by some planks. yess. i was close, just a while more.
and then, i remembered something. SPLAT! my head crunched into the wood planks and then, i started falling. falling falling falling. i couldnt stop it for some reason, it was like the fan lost its power.
SCREUNCH! i get disected. lol.i feel so much like that.
i wish someone would just buy me that half life 2 goty edition. then, i'd be able to play half life source and cs source as well as own an original copy of hl2. lol. i was so close to buying it today. then i stopped short. ohwells. hope your new graphics card works brother Chaplain TheVarnus. else our pilgrimage to the adeptus mechanicus headquarters would have been in vain. but you seemed rather keen on INSERT-ing with the hod girl on the box. haha. power box! bish.
and just to be fair to the other race in Dark Crusade.
Tau ownzxzxzxz. for the GREATER GOOD! yeah! but not as much as necrons or the Emperor's finest. only a few more days left. haha.
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
r
bb: hey, its me. i'm sorry
r : for what?
bb: i'm sorry he lied to you like that.
r : i know, but even though he did, he was the only one i could talk to, the only one that made me feel like i was not, creepy. and dont you say i'm not creepy.
bb: you're way creepy, but that doesnt mean you have to lock yourself in your room and stay alone. you think you're alone but you're not.
woo. first day of promos already i think my day has been rather productive. did some reading in the morning (guess what? i was reading chem notes?!?!?! wish i did that more before promos). and then i watched a hell lot of tv. got about editing and categorizing all those tt episodes in the dvd hardisk. soon i shall have all 60 episodes ready to burn. haha. of course i did watch a few. spellbound was such a great episode. the usuall angsty r was so vulnerable lorh. so cute. esp when she went and hug bb. lawl.
but shit. half life is abit hard lorh. the puzzles are a wee bit irritating. especially the current one. keep retrying until i kena headache and stop for awhile. rofl. i am so looking forward to dc and CoH! haha. pity i got no money and am now highly dependant on my superiors. haha.
Dark Crusade! necrons will own all! possibly the greatest expansion ever??? haha. soon. shipping on october 9th. praise the emperor.
cool art. the game is equally cool. like seriously. but each time i played it at e lan shop i kinda end up feeling abit sad. sure, i've played more violent games b4. but company of heroes is too real. real people did die on the beaches of normandy or or the villages in france or in the forests of bastogne. abit too real. the physics, the sound, the shouting. but the ads for the game do make me slightly angry. but then again, in the end its still a game. but its important to remember the real people who fought and died in those places.
oh yea. TRAINING tomorrow! wheeee. cant wait. i shall go again on friday too!
haha. couldnt resist. she looks so happy. haha. roflmao.
ps. dont worry jheeva, i'll do your special entry real soon. not right now, but now in a relative sense. dont worry, you're damn hod guy and everyone wants to know you.
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